GOD IS…… by KULEVOME EYRAM AFUA NUSIENYO

GOD IS.

BEEN A WHILE I WROTE SOMETHING NOT BECAUSE I DIDN’T HAVE ANYTHING TO WRITE ABOUT JUST BECAUSE… THIS PIECE IS A BIT PERSONAL BUT I THINK YOU OR ANYONE ELSE MIGHT NEED THIS.

I’M A GIRL BUT I’M NOT SO GIRLIE. I’M CRAZY AND I THOUGHT I WAS INVINCIBLE TILL SOMEONE WALKED OUT OF MY LIFE. OF ALL THE THINGS THAT HAVE HAPPENED TO ME IN MY 20YEARS OF LIVING, THIS WAS THE HARDEST. I GAVE UP WITHOUT REALIZING IT. THE THINGS THAT MADE ME HAPPY JUST GOT ME DEPRESSED AND NO MATTER HOW HARD I TRIED, EVERYTHING WASN’T GOING BACK TO NORMAL. I HAD GIVEN UP ON LIFE WITHOUT EVEN REALIZING IT. SHUT PEOPLE OUT AND SHUT MY HEART, MIND, FEELINGS AND ALL. I JUST DIDN’T WANT TO FEEL ANYMORE. FEELINGS MADE NO SENSE *THEY STILL DO NOT MAKE SENSE*. EVEN FOOD DIDN’T LOOK APPEALING ANYMORE *I REALLY LIKE FOOD SO JUST IMAGINE WHAT I’M TALKING ABOUT*

BUT REALITY CHECKED IN AND I REALIZED, I WAS JUST BEING A FOOL *FORGIVE MY FRENCH* IT HURT BUT IT DIDN’T MEAN MY LIFE HAD TO END THERE. MY ASHES ARE HERE AND I’M PUTTING THEM TOGETHER. I KNOW I’LL RISE UP SOMEDAY BECAUSE JESUS STILL REWRITES A NEW CHAPTER FOR US ALL.

FOR SOME OF YOU, REALITY MIGHT NOT TAKE JUST 6MONTHS TO CHECK IN. IT MIGHT TAKE FOREVER BUT ALWAYS REMEMBER THAT GOD REWRITES AND HE CAN MEND EVERYTHING. I’M STILL A WORK IN PROGRESS BUT SOMETHING ALWAYS HAS TO GO WRONG FOR THINGS TO GO RIGHT AND GOD’S AGENDA WILL ALWAYS TRUMP YOURS.

THESE SONGS KEPT ME GOING AND HOPE THEY HELP YOU TOO

KIRK FRANKLIN: HOLD ME NOW, KURT CURR: HE KEPT ME/I ALMOST LET GO ,TAMELA MANN: TAKE ME TO THE KING AND IF YOU EVER MEET FRIENDS LIKE MINE, NEVER LET THEM GO. OH AND ADELE HELPED TOO ?

THE LORD BE WITH YOU AND STRENGTHEN YOU. I’M JUST A PHONE CALL OR TEXT AWAY. IF YOU WANT TO KNOW MORE *KOKONSA THINGS*

God Is

STAY SAFE. THAT_ROUND_GIRL KEAN.

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